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*goes incoherent* THOSE PUPPY HANDBAGS ARE JUST THE CUTEST THINGS EVER!!!!!!! *brain implodes from inner squealing* I'm totally totally in love with the first one on the top left hand corner :):)
Puppy at Heart™ Handbag at jcpenney.com
I want the King Charles Cocker Spaniel one :D
If anyone can get it for me from the internet and ship it over to me in Singapore, I swear I will love them for the rest of my life :):):):) Seriously, the only thing stopping me from buying it is that I don't have any credit card/ paypal/ whateverthingymagit that one needs to buy things online :(
Lj friends with access to internet shopping, pretty please with a sugar piece on top? I'll pay you back via money order!! (It's US 9.99 btw :))
AHHHHHHHHHH. THAT IS THE CUTENESS. THIS HANDBAG WILL BE MY NEWEST OBSESSION. THIS IS LIKE THE FIRST BAG IM OBSESSED WITH, EVER. PLEASE HELP? ><
Now this, is the best fanfiction I have ever read. Whoever said that an epic story on hate could never outshine one of love has never had the opportunity to read this. It's pure mind fuckery and psychological madness, as the author herself has warned.
The crow hides a black nature behind a pretty face.
Bizzareness at its extreme.
I've never read a story of its kind before.
It messes with your mind.
For that, it's mindblowingly awesome.
When I reach my end of days, it will be with you by my side. Our hands clasped eternal, we will meet the Devil together, you and I. And once we lose ourselves to the smoke and cloying sweetness of a sinner’s paradise, I will be content in passing eternity with you, squeezing your hand to the melody of your screams.
This is my promise. This is my undying devotion.
My one, my only,
I will hate you forever.
OMG. NOW. THIS IS DARN HILARIOUS :P
Taking up drinking again. Not good ><
Class shifts will be out tomorrow. I really really hope I can continue to stay in my class! >< I'll cry if I get shifted :(
I think I'm becoming increasingly pessimistic. Not that I was totally optimistic to begin with, but oh well.
I've been requiring more sleep lately, but yet, I still feel tired. Damn it.
The difference between Crescent and Raffles is that in Crescent, everything we learnt for O's was rote learning (ie, no need to use the brain to think), but in Raffles, I'm actually being forced to think. Thinking kills a lot of brain cells and takes up a lot of energy, me thinks. I'm still not really sure whether I should be happy that I'm now required to think. Oh well. I think my brain's inactive ><
- Mood:
amused
The Wild RoseRandom Brutal Love Dreamer (RBLD) shmolorful, but unpicked. You are The Wild Rose. Prone to bouts of cynicism, sarcasm, and thorns, you excite a certain kind of man. Hoping to gather you up, he flirts and winks and asks you out, ultimately professing his love. Then you make him bleed. Why? Because you're the rare, independent, self-sufficient kind of woman who does want love, but not from a weakling. You don't seem to take yourself too seriously, and that's refreshing. You aren't uptight; you don't over-plan. Romance-wise, sex isn't a top priority--a true relationship would be preferable. For your age, you haven't had a lot of bonafide love experience, though, and this kind of gets to core of the issue. You're very selective. The problem is them, not you, right? You have lofty standards that few measure up to. You're out there all right, but not to be picked up by just anyone. Your exact female opposite: The Dirty Little Secret  Deliberate Gentle Sex Master Always avoid: The Bachelor (DGSM) Consider: The Vapor Trail (RBLM) |
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1. Shooting tryouts: I went to try out for Shooting today, so I tried out the Air Pistol and the Air Rifle. My Pistol was really bad-- after shooting ten times, my card (with the target on it) had no shots registered >< The person was kinda surprised because he said my aim was pretty all right--- so he blamed it on the pistol. LOL :P Air rifle was good! Had 6 out of ten shots in the bullseye. HELL YEAH! :D But it's so bloody heavy, my fingers are cramped up from having to hold the bloody rifle for so long.
Conclusion: I don't think I'll join Shooting as a co-curricular activity in school, even if I get through the subsequent second tryout and interview. It's boring! Just reload, shoot, reload. SIBEH SIAN ><
2. I don't know what is with RJC's culture, but the people there ABSOLUTELY LOVE playing Captain's Ball and Ultimate Frisbee. Played 2 hours worth of Captain's Ball with the people in my class. We bonded yes, while playing in the stuffy amphitheatre which did nothing to prevent us from sweating like pigs in our uniforms. Our uniforms were like, soaked, but it was fun! Then, my orientation group wanted to play Frisbee. GAH. I don't know why, but I'm not really fond of frisbee. But I played anyway, to make up an even number so that none of the other people who were enthusiastic about frisbee would be forced to sit out of the game. SEE MY NOBLE SACRIFICE:D I skipped the House Party for Morrison-Richardson later, because...
3. Went to gatecrash Hwa Chong JC and National JC :D:D:D
It was campfire for both HC and NJC yesterday, heh! Me, Karen and Jingyi went to crash Hwa Chong first, where we met old friends like Cheeshan, whom looks totally hip with dyed hair and a tan :P Talked for a bit before cheeshan dicided that she could no longer entertain us and chased us out >< Haha, I was kidding. She was just busy with orientation stuff, so we left for NJC! It was raining like crazy when we walked there (the two JCs are just opposite each other) and the three of us were soaked through.
But it was worth it! Yinwai gave me a really warm and receptive welcome when she saw me. (Heh, we didn't tell them we were gatecrashing in advance) She just ran towards me and gave me a huge bear hug. Brina was very very touched :) And we got to meet some of her new friends, and got a tour around the school. The bestie saw me, and I swear, the both of us SQUEALED :D And hugged like mad, of course :P Had quite a long chat to catch up, and I'm glad I did :)
And omg, I will never ever think that NJC is a mugger school ever again >< Dance floor was totally AWESOME. Even I got into the spirit of things, like omg. Danced like crazy, and now my body's all sore, since Brina does not dance/ do exercise very often >< But it was fun, and I'm glad I gatecrashed-- both to catch up with good friends as well as the fun I had during the whole dance floor thing. :)
Sometimes I wish I went to NJC. RJ's pretty great, lessons have started, and I keep trying not to fall asleep during monotonous lectures. Yawn. Yes, I'm such an enthusiastic student :P But sometimes, I get a little lonely in RJ, since I know relatively few people outside of my class and my orientation group, because unlike NJC, only 8 people from Crescent went to RJC. NJC has like, so many Crescentians. But oh well. With time, I'm sure I'll know more people in RJC :) BUT GAH. I MISS MY FRIENDS :((
- Mood:
cheerful
So, during dinner in an extremely crowded food centre in Bugis Junction, we shared a table with this couple. Given by the way the two talked and moved, it was obvious that they were not a normal couple. They spoke awkwardly, their movements were slower than that of an average person, and their general awkwardness indicated so.
With quite a bit of difficulty, the guy went off to buy a plate of watermelon slices. He ambled back slowly, the female awarding him with a toothy smile for his effort. The male smiles back, and after sitting down, he proceeds to suck and spit out every single black watermelon seed from the watermelon, rather awkwardly. He then passes the now-seedless watermelon slice to his girlfriend, who takes it, breaks it into half, eats one of the halves, and feeds him the other lovingly.
A small action, but it left the bestie and I rather touched.
Sometimes, the sweetest acts can be done by those whom we least expect it to be from.
- Mood:
contemplative
Hell yeah! :D:D:D *does a victory dance*
Now, let's just hope that I can stay in there AFTER the O level results are announced ><
I'm off to choose the subject combinations that I wish to take. ARGH. Pain in the arse. Decisions, decisions.
- Mood:
bouncy
THE O LEVELS ARE FINALLY FINALLY OVER!!!!!
Scream with happiness with me people! :D
Heh. So, freedom beckons! I'm now packing up my luggage and preparing to go on my trip to Europe (actually it's germany, italy, venice and amsterdam) for 18 days! :D It's going to be my first trip to Europe, and the first one lasting for more than a week, so I'm really excited! Imagine all the sights and sounds I can immerse myself in there :)) Of course, the main reason why I'm going is for the LEMUN conference in Leiden... where I'm supposed to represent Saudi Arabia and blah >< Got to do research, since lazy arsehole I haven't done much >< I guess I'll attempt to cram in as much information into my brain as I can during the 12 hour flight later :P HAHA.
I'm leaving for the airport in like, 5 hours! I'm SO excited! :) *dances about on a sugar high* Thank god for my parents, who were like, packing everything for me and setling all the stuff, so that I can just laze and slack about prepare for the rest of my papers. Heh. I would be like, running about like some headless chicken if not for their help! My family's going to send me off at the airport :) My brother said that he would miss me. Aww. He later ruined the moment by demanding for chocolates >< Bugger :P HAHA.
Well. I guess I've got to start doing some research and stuff. *frowns to self*
And OMG! My parents will be meeting my boyfriend today! >< I hope it goes well >< Strangely enough, Aidan's taking it very calmly ><
I'm flying in like 7 hours time. YAY :D:D
To my f-list: I'm so sorry for being inactive and not commenting often recently! I'll make it up to you guys when I get back, 'kay? I'll see you guys after 18 days!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (to me and to all those whose birthdays I've missed or I'm going to miss, when I'm overseas)
And I may be really really paranoid when I say this, but I really really pray to get back home safely after 18 days, in one piece.Pray for me?
- Location:The room, cramming and researching
- Mood: bouncy
Is it just me, or is anyone facing the same problem?
Ok, and now, I need help.
Could anyone give me websites that can tell me more about Saudi Arabia's stand on border security and international terrorism? I'm supposed to have done research on that before I go for the conference on the 13th, but uh... I haven't started see. Coz of the horrid O-levels which has totally sapped me of energy and the drive to do anything else besides to study like crap and slack ><
Tomorrow will be the last day of the written essay papers in the o-levels! HELL YEAH. Of course, there are the multiple choice question papers left, but hey, anything's better than having to write goddamned essays on things that I hardly know about ><
- Mood:
busy
I spent the whole of yesterday night crouched in front of the damned toilet bowl and puking my guts out. Fuck.
And I think I'm becoming more short tempered lately. My other self (yes, I do have an alter ego of some sort, thank you. It's the combination of the worser side of brina, acutally. ) is surfacing more often, and I don't like it. ><
And lastly, I have no freaking idea why students like me are handing our goddamned futures to the hands of some old fogey Cambridge markers, who, according to my teacher, just mark the scripts in winter and are half asleep while marking. Who the heck can leave their future in such people's hands?
Of course, I know that not every marker's like that. I just need sth to bitch about, I guess? *frowns*
AHH. O levels, begone!!!!
Oh my! We've been together for a freaking month! Someone actually can put up with my weirdness for a month. Brina is extremely amazed :D
And I think my moods are swinging as quickly as some battery operated pendulum, but who cares :P
- Mood:
stressed
THE O-LEVELS START TODAY. Math. OMGOMGOMG.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
And so, with this brief and failed attempt to freak out, I'm announcing a hiatus! :D Joy. I'll probably still be lurking around the internet (coz Brina without internet = dead Brina) :D And because I'm going to keep in contact with the boyfriend over email :) So, I'll probably come on to lj and post to the f-list, if time and the mother permits ><
Shit. I better start studying. I haven't even started Geography and History, which are like, this Thursday and Friday. I need ten miracles >< I have no idea why, but I'm not really nervous... YET. I think the panic will set in later><
Wish me luck! :) Coz I'll need it... real bad ><
ETA: Heh. Today's Amath paper was quite easy :D YAYNESS! :D It's a good start, so hopefully, every other paper will be good as well :) Oh, Brina, how your optimism shines! Like the springtime of youth! :P
- Mood:
anxious
Saw this scribbled on a bench in the park, with white liquid blotter. If nobody bothers to think that this was lyrics grabbed in its entireity from Snow Patrol's Chasing Cars, it's actually pretty sweet.
The cynic in me is very very much amused by the flat and deadpan "no" scribbled next to the message. It's amusing and almost funny, with just a slight tinge of bitter, but funny and amusing nonetheless. Well, at least a small bit of amusement for now. I'm certain that with the high efficiency of Singapore's cleaners and maintenance crew, this message will be gone tomorrow. Hee.
Sometimes, even when you fall in a romance, you still don't believe much in it. How ironical. I guess some things don't change.
 My good man, please, do listen. Most would say Buon Giorno at this fated meeting, but for you, my friend, condemned soul that you are, we'd rather say Arriverderci. Welcome to Sicily, Italy, a town where secrets fall like wine spills from drunkards' lips and the water is stained permanently red with the blood of any & all. We would welcome you to this fine example of culture and justice, if only it were so easy. Ahead of you lies a challenge. Will you choose to fight? Please, kind sir, pick a gate. These five gates will lead you to five fates; five ways to live, five ways to die. Choose your comrades, pick your posse, find your family. And please, do remember to keep your friends close, but always keep your enemies closer. You have six rounds, who are they for? Buon Giorno, my good man. Come sit down at our table. Let us feast with the gods for now, because come tomorrow, we dine in hell. Grazie, and enjoy your stay. ✙ Welcome to the Mafia. You have been chosen to represent this elite group of mercenaries on their way to the top. What awaits you there is global power, complete control. Fight your way through the law, gather your comrades, unite your forces, and most importantly, send your enemies straight to hell like the dogs they are. You have been awarded with a single pistol and your name, but do not take either of them lightly, because both might just kill you in the end. Leave all regrets and worries at the curb; you’ll have no need for them where you’re going. Before you go, you’d better remember who it is you will be dealing with. Behind the façade of calmness that shelters this town like a veil by daylight lies a darker underground that awakes when the moon’s faint glow bathes the streets. It is in these dark hours of the night that they awaken. Five families fight for the spotlight, who will come out victorious? ✙ WAYS TO GO。 all you need to know ▪ q & a
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I'm declaring yet another hiatus. No prizes for guessing why *stares at numerous textbooks in despair* I didn't want to let go of the internet at first, but the situation has gotten kinda (ok, to be honest, extremely) desperate.
Want to know how desperate? My exams (which are SO DARNED IMPORTANT that they kinda decide whether Brina actually has a future or not in the future) are in uh, 4 days. And I haven't even started studying. GAH. *shoots self*
Gawd. I need a miracle. How is one ever going to study ten subjects, with each subject having about 2 to 3 books to study and memorize each, in THREE freaking days?!?!?!?! GAH. I think I'll have to really burn the midnight oil. Well, I guess this pathetic situation's my fault, since I always put studying for exams to the back burner. GAH. I wonder how I'll do. *prays hard* Meh, I'll probably take a record of my result slip and post it up here if I remember to in the future.
So, now, I'm handing my beloved computer to my mum to be locked away in a old and dark closet, because I simply lack the discipline to uh, study. Yup. I kinda suck at discipline issues T_T
How long will I be away? Well, give and take, a month. But I'll probably go online irregularly as a reward for myself. We'll see.
Wish me luck people! Coz this gal here is SO going to need it. I need to study like, over 2000 pages over three days. JOY. Meh, I wish I was more self disciplined and hardworking like my friends, but it's too late to regret, no? Well, all I can do now is to salvage what's left of the situation, and pray for the best.
I'll miss you guys! *sniffs*
- Mood: distressed
SImply because it's painful to even type this.
Stupid chickenpox has invaded my fingers. GAH.
- Mood:
annoyed
Just reached home. I'm sick with fever, currently burning to a whole 40 degrees. Gah.
And I thought that I was just feeling extremely tired today. Yawn. I cannot believe that I'm typing this, but I was rather irritated that I was sick. I wanted to take my Chemistry mock exam! (which I actually studied for, for the very first time in my life. LOL)And I'm still online playing computer and reading fanfictions. Lol. Shows where the priorities lie in man :D
- Mood:
sick
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